A Multiple Sclerosis Moment
Do you ever have memory challenges? I know that the ability to retrieve the memory (not to actually remember but to retrieve the memory itself) is troublesome for those of us with multiple sclerosis. My husband will tell that I did or said something and I have no recollection of doing so. He and I both know it is the multiple sclerosis but this whole memory thing continues to baffle me. Let me share a funny thing that happened to me.
In April I went to Chicago and I was looking for my favorite "city" purse (one that I can sling over my shoulder and keep my hands free for shopping). Well, I couldn't find it. I was crushed when I had to take a "substandard" bag with me just for the convenience.
For two months since thenI have looked all over for the bag, not believing I could have possibly lost it (I have had this favorite purse for years). I finally started looking for another chic shoulder but to no avail.
Lo and behold, today my cobbler called and said I had a purse in her shop that had been ready for three months. It was my favorite bag. I had taken it in March to be repaired for my upcoming trip to Chicago.
I am astounded that just 3-4 weeks after going to the cobbler, I completely lost the ability to recall the memory of what I had done. When I went to Chicago, I had no knowledge of what I had done.
Wow, multiple sclerosis is very very powerful. However, I am not going to let this multiple sclerosis beat me. I am baffled but will not be beat.
I will say that every once in a while multiple sclerosis does make me giggle and this is one such funny moment!
